disconnected

 so much noise inthere,it's just 2 much for me to handle,i hear it clearly its like a wild drum,tic toc,tic toc,every beat of my heart!! i can hear,i can feel and its keeping my eyes from having any rest no matter how many times they begged me to give them peace but it is out of my hands.with every beat im sober again and the idea of sleeping is getting moor and moor yesterday!!!!!!!!!!. events had taken place in the life of mine,the short days i had been living was so busy that i found myself sucked by responsibilities,details that have 2 btaken care of or any action i do will b meaningless,i hav to study any slight move b 4 i even dare to do,have to think about my future carefully or i will end up a loser,have to care enough  about my appearence bec it is an age of shallow beauty,have to be smart enough 2 pick up a future hushband with certain standards that is gonna help me to reach success. i also hav social responsibilities that if i didnt do with all myself will colapse,i have aduty 2wards my friends,family and apparently everyone on the globe!!!! i looked up 2 the sky and watched the clouds racing,the wind slightly gave me a refreshing breeze it was tickling my skin as to make my laugh,i watched  the moon with its figures,its big beauty eyes and perfect nose,with a comforting smile focusing on a universely lost dot which is me,with the hidden sun behind its back giving it light,it was another world with no noise,just peace and beauty,that world gave me a msg,(u hav to disconnect!,disconnect from ur busy world,just b with ur self for a little while and u should do it constantly from tym 2 tym or there will be a time u will be completely disconnected and not by ur own will!!!!!! and those heart beats of urs will come after ur ears not as a drum beat,but rather as the step of an elephant giant feet