an earth of angels

a cloud had settled onthe exact spot they were standing.it seemed it gathered all waters from every source ;oceans,seas and lakes.they stopped the gossips and all focused their eyes above,they were lost.the water couldnt stand muchfurther locked in the cloud,it intented to drawn them and so it did!!!!!!! b 4 they were gossiping about all god's beings,the gurl they thought her bhaviour was suspicious,they knew something was wrong with her just by the way she looked at people,they talked about this woman who is getting married 4 the 4th time and that says how much of her!,the guy with the 70's style coat wouldnt escape either from their mummering and it seemed the man living few blocks away was arrested for murdering aguy whom they were sure was the lover of his wife,they didnt c it but were sure!!.they didnt know but each one of them,those gathering 2 talk about the others and spit lies or facts wiyh ingredients had adark side,a safety no body knew of,some of'em did the most nasty doings a mind can travel,some had an evil soul with twisted desires,some had habits ,ugly ones and stiil talk about people with the same!!! the cloud which gave them the shadow was not an angel's wing settled upon earth,it was adark cloud that reminded them of their darkness,it reminded them it was an earth of humans with the gray indulging most of'em.for a second they cut the talk,they accepted the heavy rain that slapped their faces as if it was afair punishment.it lasted a sec and again they were lost with despration in the deeps of other people's lives 

A date with sorrow

Grey ran over between the hairs and soon conquered the area; the gray indulged his hair giving him an extra element of charm. Few wrinkles that took over his forehead and cheeks giving him an extra element of elegance. The peak of handsomeness he reached. It was only that picture that he saw before he was awakened by the knocking on the door of his room! Soon he woke up panicly confused about that dream, he never saw that man on the land of reality, when did he get that picture, why those features he dreamt about. He didn’t wonder that much and forgot about it after a while. Few nights he had peacefully till again he dreamt about that middle aged man, this time the picture moved, he saw him living, he saw happenings, situations, a life that man lived. Every time he got into bed he saw that man in different situations. The man started to get into hurdles, the middle aged man was living a life of danger or si it turned that way after a life of luxury and easy profiting with no calculation of morals or ideals, he was in the hook no hope of escaping. Somehow the dreamer felt sorry for the man, it was sympathy that invaded him for the troubles the man got himself into. Then it turned to an obsession the 20th year dreamer would steal every chance so he could sleep to be informed of the updatings, his face was all hair, his body was thinner than a piece of paper, he looked like a phantom. He couldn’t take it any longer the young man screamed asking for mercy to the man dragged into judgment with no voice heard. He was invisible in the same time which he felt his soul connected to the gray haired man although that man represented every opposite of the dreamer, he resembled everything he did, a man with no morals, no principles, nothing honorable.

  In a wake time the young man was walking when he saw a painter, he was good, was gathering a lot of crowd around so he found himself dragged to him. The painter told the young man of other potentials he had, he could draw him ten years backward if he just told him little info, for instance was he thinner, fatter, he could visualize him younger. The other way the young man asked, he asked to draw him 25 years forward when he gets old and so the painter did. Soon the sky dropped over the earth squeezed him in-between when he was delivered the picture, he saw him! But it was no dream time it was wake time, it was the man of his dreams, the man in jail who lived a life of sins, it was him, they were one, only the time was different!!!! It was all fuzzy and soon he realized, the reality is the ugly ones, in wakening time he was the old man, he actually lived easily, surrendered to the dark side, he sold his soul to the night and eventually he drowned, he was dreaming of himself as a young man with hope and innocence how would he think about the future version of himself, the ugly ones. Unfortunately he grew on the land of reality fed by the necessity of survival, in an age where mercy is  a mirage in stories told by very old people, where goodness is for the weak, where honor is for a young man who is still growing not yet a grown up to see how the real world works

what is hot and what is not

 a charm of a person comes in different ways.a millon view of what put somebody in the category of  hotties. 

   Aperson is hot if he had a good looking not necessarily perfect looking and u find he's got this gr8 personality,then he is perfect,hot, but if he lacks the looks he can complete it  with akind and caring personality with a sense of humor.

   He has 2 be good looking,personality is without a question amust but if he hasnt got the looks he is out of hottness!,to keep hot though he has to dazzle me with an outstanding persona or my attraction to him will soonely fade.

   Every body either a he or she can create his own  charm by any good thing he got ,he could be charming through his eyes which is speakable,he could b charming by agift he has as his talent of speech.there are no rules considering the way  he successed to force people into seeing him as hot in other words it's all about how smart he is to prove himself.

    those were several views of how aperson could be classified as hot.i believe he can be hot with alot of himself,he could transform agood string in himself into a people's talk,the most important is to be away from snobbness and ego for they erase every stone he constructed to force people into liking him.good news every body,anyone can be hot his own way

disconnected

 so much noise inthere,it's just 2 much for me to handle,i hear it clearly its like a wild drum,tic toc,tic toc,every beat of my heart!! i can hear,i can feel and its keeping my eyes from having any rest no matter how many times they begged me to give them peace but it is out of my hands.with every beat im sober again and the idea of sleeping is getting moor and moor yesterday!!!!!!!!!!. events had taken place in the life of mine,the short days i had been living was so busy that i found myself sucked by responsibilities,details that have 2 btaken care of or any action i do will b meaningless,i hav to study any slight move b 4 i even dare to do,have to think about my future carefully or i will end up a loser,have to care enough  about my appearence bec it is an age of shallow beauty,have to be smart enough 2 pick up a future hushband with certain standards that is gonna help me to reach success. i also hav social responsibilities that if i didnt do with all myself will colapse,i have aduty 2wards my friends,family and apparently everyone on the globe!!!! i looked up 2 the sky and watched the clouds racing,the wind slightly gave me a refreshing breeze it was tickling my skin as to make my laugh,i watched  the moon with its figures,its big beauty eyes and perfect nose,with a comforting smile focusing on a universely lost dot which is me,with the hidden sun behind its back giving it light,it was another world with no noise,just peace and beauty,that world gave me a msg,(u hav to disconnect!,disconnect from ur busy world,just b with ur self for a little while and u should do it constantly from tym 2 tym or there will be a time u will be completely disconnected and not by ur own will!!!!!! and those heart beats of urs will come after ur ears not as a drum beat,but rather as the step of an elephant giant feet

lovely lie

quiet music,comforting,dipped with romance ,taste of ultimate happiness,better than the taste of choclate.his hands streched on her waiste,her arms around his neck.his eyes across the room,her eyes across the other side.thinking he was of her,his memories with her,thinking she was of him,her days vivid by his presence.dancing they were on aquiet music on the tones of their thoughts.the first tym he met"her" were few years ago,he knew he would spend the days left for him on this planet with the only her ,their love has grown so much that he never expected what was coming ahead.shockingly he woke up one day on a reality of her leaving him it was 4 her defense"a matter of destiny"!!!!!!!!!.as 4 her the gurl dancing the love of her life was as much a lov for her as she was for" him" a catch so he could prove to his pride that no one even this pretty and special girl could stand strong facing his charm,nothing she was more. after the gurl dancing met her dancing partner tried with denial 2 forget her dramatic old love convincing him that he was the only and as for himself he made her feel he is over the past which was a feeling  he needed more than she did. his hands stretched on her waist,her arms around his neck.his eyes across the room,her eyes across the other side.thinking he was of her his old lov the gurl who hurt him and still his heart belongs 2,thinking she was of him,her past love that wont vanish no matter how much help she got and what a gr8 feeling they gave each other though all of this mess.he thinks he is her only world and after all he means to somebodyand she thinks she rocked someone's world and by that she is special.what a lovely lie they lived!,a lie that revived the world of two lives that once died under the shadow of honesty

sleepless

 joyful joyful are the lights,wild and loud are the sounds,quite and peacful is his mind.11 oclock was it or was it 12? the street is so alive and full of motion,it always made him feel anything but lonely.people talking,walking,kids playing,teasing,so much company.so much friends he had,so much events that made his life full and yet he is not sleeping!!.he looks at the time,11 oclock was it or was it 12?,oh the night is still young,what is he doing,is he actually intending 2 sleep?!oh no there is so much 2 do,let's call some old friend,so here he is talking and talking on the phone to his old friend almost in blank circles of areas,ok that should do it,let's go to sleep.what?! its only 12.30,there is still soo much to do,ok lets go chating with this mysterious gurl on line whom she identifies herself as a huge fan,so here he is chating,giving his smart shots and fake talk,well it is done ,the girl now feels asleep ,she said her good bays,he too.now it is 2 oclock no sleep and much tym till the morning's invasion,the occasional solution ,watching t.v!!!! that movie he decides to watch,ok that looks good,but later he finds out,i already watched it twice!it is now 3.25,well lets eat something,may be thats it maybe he is hungry , he looks at the last apple and opens his mouth to take abite but he figures it is not hunger.well it is tym to think about what keeps him from sweet sleeping,what did he do?!what doesn't he got?,money?,people?,things?,power? no he has it all,he is young and full of life and it seems like the night is heading toward its death,it is getting old,it's white hair is beginning to appear inthe horizon, he is now so much younger than the night.let's go through this one more time,now he is 27,inherting this gr8 wealth,having this ultimate power,fell in love more than once and sooo much moor to count,what is left 4 him to do? he already reached it to the peak.after this long night,he has so much to think about,but at least he knew what is wrong,what's wrong is that simply every thing is going right

life before you

happy life i had,never had a misery.events took place that filled my tym,hadn't i had time 2 think about the gaps in my living. In a summer day where the only breeze i could get is by the help of awild imagination,a chilly breeze hit my face.my eyes were met by an eye the owned a universal beauty,i started to tremble,he could tell how every inch of my body called 4 him to stay around,i had this feeling in my guts,i saw alife rolling infront of my eyes.i was utterly satisfied to watch this possible life for those few seconds.My feeling turned out 2 be true i traveled through worlds,through tym,i touched the clouds with my bare hands,you showed me alife i could never imagine could exist.

my heart hasn't beated like that b4.before i smiled but never a smile hurt my face though how it pressed my cheeks,i had aglow but never a glow that was borrowed from alight of a star,i had a happy life before you,but with u my heart tasted a one of a kind fruit,a fruit of ultimae happiness i thought couldnt be touched not b4 moving among stars,watching the whole world without me moving out of my small modest world

Another day

 So high were the walls,barely she could see thanks to the light hardly escaping beneath the door,agirl had lived inthis cell ages and ages,a beatiful who was arrested by tyrants she wrongly thought they might have hearts,they might b humans.

"freedom" agirl who through her sentence forgot how the moon looked,if the sun invasion was at night or day,how red was,how was the blue and the yellow,the only colour she remembered through those infinite days was black,they made sure she remembers black!

Sometimes she jumped out of her place,she watched the near outside through ahole in the door,she could c a monster ruling people whom he considered slaves!untill abigger monster came along and tear him apart so he could take his place.the funny thing is that people embraced him,held him tightly,maybe out of fear or a hope haunting them that he would come back to his senses.

Right at the corner where she laid her eyes were open on astrong light entering her prison she couldnt blink in centuries and a quiet music with unknown source tinkled her ears and shadows dancing at her sight on the quiet melodies.thats when she realized someday she will be out of there."freedom" agirl who was captured long ago knew that may be not today her day out but someday,another day will be

shelter of sanity

 In afew minutes it gave up her hiding,she started 2 blink filling a side in the sky,then she showed herself entirely,the sun had lightened the surface of earth,and adeep breathe was taken by few souls who prayed in horror for the hours of the deep night to pass away.

they were four who had athing in common,they fought through life,they had their fights against gravity,they lived injustice and cruelty and with all their strength,they tried to survive.they call it mental hospital,suppose to treat them from injuries of their souls,but for them the true reason of their being in that place was trying to preserve what was left of sanity b4 life throw away the survived thoughts of their minds.when their eyes met they knew the resemblence they had,they knew how each one of them escaped the claws of the outerworld,how perfectly sane they were!!!!!.

after that day they realized they didn't have to wait for the sun to stop hiding and show herself,they didnt hav to face demons of the night,demons of their thoughts who were left outside.for the short sighted that place was amental home,for them the pioneers it was shelter of sanity

search

he opened his eyes on the beeps of the alarm beside him.he sat on his bed thinking of nothing but emptiness,it didn't last for long.he took his usual shower,wore his fancy cloth and left his apartment heading 2 the street.he got into his car,drew the regular smile on his face and started his car.when he arrived to his office he got all the hays and smiles of his colleagues who held their respects 4 him for being the most brilliant architecture. all of'em looked at him with smiles all over the faces and envy upon the hearts.every one who met him noticed his outstanding charm. he sat on his desk checking the work he had 2 accomplish with ausual sense of relief that he would accomplish what he had on mind.he bagan running like a cheetah all over the place,he was an energy ball that wont get tired with all the charm that made gurls forget to breathe and men lost hope and their self esteems. at the end of that day like the ordinary with 5 to 6 cups of coffee he achieved what he planned for,but 4 the first tym he had a feeling that something was missing,something wasnt right.he started searching for that thing although he doesnt know what it is for sure. he gave up and decided 2 get back home,he thought he might find it there.he ran upon the stairs,opened the door in rush and started to run like a dizzy fly here and there all across the apartment searching and searching.in a moment of clearness he found out!!,he was looking 4 something that wasn't there,a loving wife who loves him without expected benefits or a true smile on a face that had his eyes and features,he didn't even had a true friend he was sucked by a superficial and instant happiness,a life of career success and aname that will b forgotten nomatter how long it will be remembered,he lost a life!!!!!!a life he could build long time ago but seemed to forgotten and another life,a life of fake appearance had dragged him down.next morning his eyes were opened on the beeps of the alarm . he sat on his bed thinking of nothing but emptiness and getting ready to face fake smiles and hearts that envy him for the life he had